just woke up from a terrible nightmare. it is the worst thing to miss someone and have them reappear in your dreams. i felt as if that person was close to me for a few moments, and it made the sting of every broken promise revive itself. and it was a nightmare, and i hate that i wanted to still stand up for this person and save them from certain death, or at least, death in the dream (which obviously isn't death in real life, which i would always save someone from).

i have always wondered weather dreams are supposed to be the opposite of reality, or just a symbolic way of telling you how you really feel about something. bah. i think it would be cool to interpret people's dreams.

just wish it had not been so vivid.