so i don't really know what God wants for me right now. i mean, i really want to be an intern at a church or work at a camp next summer, but i know that i haven't really been able to get involved with a church in a long time... basically, i feel like my options are few because i don't really have a background in a church (like i don't really know anyone involved with the youth group from my church back home) and i haven't found one i like in college station yet. i'm just getting frustrated because i don't feel like people see the change God has put in place in my life, and i don't think that it's enough to just say it's happened on paper. i really want to serve God, and i feel like i do in my daily actions, but the organizations at A&M that i'm involved in are secular, and i don't know what Christ-rooted organization to get involved with. i didn't really like younglife in high schoool, but i'm kind of thinking i might go that route and give that a shot. we shall definitely see... i know there's a plan, but i want to make sure that it gets executed correctly.

anyway. thought about that kinda stuff today. listening to taylor swift right now, she's great. i'm hungry. work today was alright though, it's good to get back into the swing of things. alas, i am tired. and my phone isn't working. blah.